Hi and welcome back to the faerieland!
I hope you’re feeling good and are healthy. I’m getting there one step at a time. I’m in the middle of transforming my body. And I’m well on my way, working out at the gym each day fighting for my ultimate health. I don’t get anxiety anymore, It kind of struck me as I wrote this, the constant anxiety I used to have is gone. The background noise inside my head has stopped. I couldn’t be more grateful right now. I’m so happy to have myself, that I’ve chosen to fight against my demons despite everything I’ve been through. Giving up is never a fucking option, quitting this life, dying earlier than I should’ve, nope. I’m going to do my very best to keep the bipolar illness away from my life, I’m unstoppable.
Strong as f u c k !
I’ll continue to work out each day until I get my ultimate, healthy body back. When I reach my goals, I’ll gradually reduce how often I work out, probably keep it to kill it a couple of times a week but I’ll definitely take walks each day. And eating healthy, yasss of course! When I’m creating this lifestyle again for me, I’m keeping it for good. I’m tired of being ill!
Weight gain stopped my life for about a year. I basically haven’t been creating anything since I gained so much, the things I want to wear no longer fitted and I didn’t want to create anything new since I knew I wouldn’t want to be stuck in that body prison forever. Now I dare to dream up new creations again.
The key in my life right now is health.
And I love it.