Change is in the air

I can feel the change in the air, especially so clear today.

I feel like a strong force today. I’m a bit angry. I feel like throwing away all my shit. Just live in my room without any clutter. Throw away all my non nature inspired clothes and just live in my oversized dresses and skirts.

I took my daily walk, only much earlier than I usally walk, and It was amazing. I totally forgot how amazing it is to walk early in the morning. I feel so connected to mother nature. At the same time as I felt really connected to nature I felt so disconnected to mankind. I often think long and hard on this subject. Why is mankind so hateful? So false? So vain? So disrespectful? The list is goes on and on. It is so clear to me today, I mean, it kind of  always is in the back of my head but it was so very clear today. I will not participate. In fact, I refuse. I will live in the forest in a cottage, go to work and do grocery shopping and run other errands like going to the bank and to my psychologist in a town, but that’s it. I’ve totally had it.

The world is cruel and I’m sensitive and I don’t recordnize the way most people aspires to live their life. I have no intentions of ever living in a big town, climbing the status ladder, owning expensive brand shit and having a high status job, on concrete streets filled with ”everything you need”.

No. In fact It doesn’t have everything I need. I need trees, I need fresh air, I need flowers. I need brooks and wilderness. I need SPACE.

I feel like when I was younger  I watched this kind of life from a far distance, dreaming of it, seeing it from a small town person perspective. Very exotic. And I always got told that everyone is so much more openminded in the cities, that’s what really attracted me. Then I went to school in a greater city, got sick from all the stress and unnatural inviroments. The city and all It’s competitive humans drained all my energy. I realised I didn’t fit in after all.

My much more quicker recovery than expected depended a lot on getting back to the daily forest walks and runs when I returned home.

When I get healthy enough to work, I’m going to save as much as I can to pursue my dream of living in the forest. Without stress, without interacting with too many humans. Just with those people who I’ve chosen to getting to be a apart of my life.

I get more sensitive for each day. I never watch the news for example. It breaks my heart. The time has come. The storm has passed. I need to get my life together. Get healthy in both my mental and physical state, which I’m well on my way to being. Getting my drivers license, get a job and off we go. Into the forest, away from this cruel world, and into my own that I’ve cultivated.

Ohh, how I long for that day, when I’m sitting in my cottage, in the middle of the forest.

Best of wishes,

/Viola Whimsical

 

The ideal life according to me

There are a lot of diffrent versions about how a ideal life is for every person. My own vision of the ideal, perfect life for me in the future is living a peacefull quiet life out in the forest, near nature and the animals where I feel most at home. To have a little cabin that I decorated myself. Lots of pets. (Cat and guinea pigs is on top of the list.) I’d also like a creativity-room where I can sew, draw, paint, build, design and just let it look like a creative mess. The rest of the house will be decorated cosy, elegant, faerietalish, light and dark in the diffrent rooms. A lot of things and a lot of storage. Here is some inspiration I found at weheart it!

autumn, fall, and house-bild

pumpkin-bild

house, cottage, and forest-bild

house, forest, and home-bild

flowers, house, and garden-bild

nature, forest, and house-bild

 

/Viola Whimsical

 


 

 

 

 

Det finns många olika visioner om hur ett idealiskt liv ser ut för alla olika människor. Min egen vision om hur ett perfekt liv ser ut i framtiden är att leva ett stillsamt liv ute i skogen, nära naturen och djuren där jag känner mig mest hemma. Ha en liten stuga som jag inrett själv. Många husdjur. (Katt och marsvin ligger högt på listan.) Ett kreativitetsrum där jag kan sy, måla, rita, bygga,  designa och ha det hur rörigt som helst. Resterande delen av huset inrett mysigt, elegant, sagolikt, ljust och mörkt i olika rum. Mycket saker och mycket förvarning. Här är lite inspo jag hittade på weheart it!

autumn, fall, and house-bild

pumpkin-bild

house, cottage, and forest-bild

house, forest, and home-bild

flowers, house, and garden-bild

nature, forest, and house-bild

 

/Viola Whimsical